March 5, 2012
…I must say it is very nice. I never expected it to, to be honest. People made it seem like it was nothing or that no one every got satisfied or that it was fake. I don’t know what I thought but it’s different…
Sadly, I have not orgasmed. And I don’t think I will if my boyfriend doesn’t cover up. I can’t enjoy myself if I have to keep wondering if he’ll pull out on time. It is too stressful and I don’t think that’s what sex is all about or what it should be for me anyways. It’s bothersome to be quite frank, he covered up last night, but he wasn’t having as much fun as I was and I felt bad. Stupid me, I let him finish without a condom…
I know what everyone will say, but please keep it to yourself. If I were you, I know what you would say to me. So please, for the sake of not making me feel even more miserable, don’t say anything. Thank you.
Besides that, he’s very caring. He likes to cuddle. Who knew, especially with his strong and non-romantic character, there are things about him that are a little sensitive. Isn’t every guy in some way sensitive? It’s cute.
I hope that this relationship lasts a long time. Even though it is my first relationship, I am going to try my all to make it last. I will be there for him in his time of need and anything else. And I hope that he will do the same because it takes two people to make a relationship last, along with great communication. Which me and him got down, so no issues there! (:
